Taking chances

Its really important to take risks in life other wise your life will b very boring if u keep on doing the same things n if god granted all ur wishes u will definitely go mad .Today is 22nd august 2009 n i m officially broke .I have no clue wat to do or where to go from here ? So I just decided to surrender to the surroundings and except that i can't do anything right now except finding solutions to my problems and moving on .Moving on is the new beginning .I am gonna leave behind memories which distract me from the important things in my life.I hv never fallen in love n i don't no if i would ever.Right now my priorities in life r all set wrong that's y i need to set them straight .

To get out of this mess i need to find a new job within 2 weeks n this new week starts from coming Monday .My Honestly lies towards only 2 things n those r my parents n my studies.I need to get my shit sorted out.I kinda believe a little in horoscopes .I am a Scorpio. Scorpions hv a habit of drowning themselves in their sorrows when they are upset but when they get out of it they rise as if there was nothing wrong.So this letter to myself will remind me of my pathetic state when i read it after 2 weeks when i will have a job.I know i have the capability to do anything n i can do this. I have to forget everything else like wat my bro is up2?where is he working?is he happy or not? cause he is not the same person i use to know.His love for me was never real that's wat every1 says n i think they are right .If a girl can change him so much n if he is also that dumb to fall for all that crap then i think there is no point wasting my time on him .He has a right to learn from his mistakes but if he doesn't he will regret his entire life.

As for me I hv finally started uni n i guess this is the time for me to work hard and make a future for myself . With God and a little bit of luck on my side i think i can do this.Wish me luck cause i will need it .